Caught Part 1I couldn't remember a night I've had without reliving that same nightmare over and over, even when I'm not sleeping the images flash through my head relentlessly. It's gotten to the point where I don't even know who I am anymore. I have no one to remind of whom I was either, no one to hold me to this earth and yet I can't bring myself to stop these recurring nightmares around me. I could easily take myself from this world and stop this pointless pain, and yet, I don't. I've come close many times but I just can't seem to finish the job, the scars on my wrists are proof of this.
One day while skipping classes for the unnumbered time, I met someone, or rather someone came for me, changing my life forever. Lying on my back, staring at the dark clouds heavy with rain, I waited for the end of school so I could go home and shut myself in my room before my abusive dad got home. I'm not sure exactly why he was so violent, just that whenever he saw me he would go crazy and beat me half to death.